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Well, that didn’t work out…

Yesterday morning I went into the hospital for a cardioversion which I now know is the name given to the procedure in which they stop somebody’s heart – in this case, mine – so that it can restart with a normal rhythm. For me, it is a relatively easy procedure. I show up at Sequoia Hospital with Michele who will drive me home – and took the above picture on her iPhone – check-in, get escorted to an empty Intensive Care Room, take my shirt off and lie down on a bed.

For the nurses and doctors, it’s more difficult. First, the nurse installs? gives me? hooks me up to an IV (even though IV has become a pretty common abbreviation for intravenous – which is medical Latin for into a vein – I’m not sure how to hook it up to a verb). The IV is used to start me on a saline drip because I haven’t had any water in about eight hours and they want me hydrated. Then a dozen, more or less, electrodes are placed around my chest, arms, and legs. About that time, my cardiologist comes in, and after some brief pleasantries, attaches a plate to my chest and one to my back. The anesthesiologist gives me a sort of mouthpiece to bite on – hard plastic with a hole in it – and then gives me an injection through my IV. He tells me that the anesthetic is fast acting both in sedating me and in only lasting a short time after which I will wake up. I feel a slight fluttering – which is way not accurate, maybe tingling is better, maybe just a slight altering of my conscience.

I only know what happens when I am out by hearsay or listening to YouTube videos so this may not be completely accurate. My cardiologist fishes a sonar-type device down my throat to get a better echocardiogram reading of my heart, especially the upper atrium. She is looking for blood clots that could cause a stroke, although I shouldn’t have any because of my blood thinner. Then she stops my heart, hoping that, when it starts, it will be in regular rhythm. It is, but a couple of minutes later, the Afib rhythm comes back.

Then I am awake and everybody is gone except for the nurse. I have no sense of time having past, I could’ve been out for ten seconds or ten hours. The nurse asks me how I feel and tells me that I am still in Afib (in a more caring and connected way than that sentence makes it sound). About then, Michele is let back into the ICU room, all the hospital umbilical cords are taken off, I put my shirt back on, the nurse walks us to the car, and we go home. It’s like nothing happened except I have a sore throat. While I was dubious about the cardioversion working, I now realize that I had a big emotional investment in the cardioversion and it not working has left me feeling down and disorientated enough to post a gratuitous picture.

My next step is an Atrial Fibrillation Ablation which worked for more than six years the last time I had it done so I am very hopeful…to be continued.

The Ozarks and Eureka Springs

Somewhere around Eureka Springs, both Michele and I caught colds – or the same cold – that took much of the happiness out of the trip, although any trip like this was never going to be very happy in the first place. Now I am home and the blog is stalled in the Ozarks, most of the time with gray skies that fit our gray mood. In other times, coming here for another reason, the Ozarks, with its wild rivers, seems like a great place to explore.

Collectively, the Ozarks are a very old mountain chain – now worn down to about 2,500 at its highest – in Northern Arkansas and Southern Missouri. It was probably lifted up – very roughly – 300 million years ago. To put that in perspective, the center of the Sierras uplifted about 10 million years ago. Most of the time we were there, the light was flat and everything looked dead but it still had an almost Zen-like beauty.

In Eureka Springs, we stayed in an old auto court, Sherwood Court, that had just been taken over by new owners. The rooms were cute and clean and the owners were enthusiastically helpful.

On the outskirts of Eureka Springs is a small chapel designed by E. Fay Jones who studied under Frank Lloyd Wright. It is not a building I’d ever heard of before but it is on the AIA’s short list of great 20th Century buildings.

The Ozarks and the small city of Eureka Springs remind me of the California Gold Rush Country, partially because the landscape of low hills and scrub oaks are similar and partially because the buildings have the same feel.

Often, when I ramble on about the country being more liberal than our politicians, I’m told that I live in a bubble in the Bay Area and the rest of the country isn’t like that. The bubble part is true but the country has a lot more bubbles than many people acknowledge and Eureka Springs is a good example. The weekend we left, was a weekend of Diversity Celebration and there were rainbow flags everywhere. The weekend after Easter will be the Earth Celebration weekend and will feature, among other things, an Universal Service with Rev. Melissa Clair, a Buddhist Study group, and a Sufi guided meditation to connect to dolphins and whales.

One of the points of interest we were told not to miss, was the Carnegie Library which was donated to the city by Andrew Carnegie. I was impressed until I found out that a total of 2,509 Carnegie libraries were built between 1883 and 1929 and both San Francisco and San Jose have one. On the other hand, what Eureka Springs does have that neither San Francisco nor San Jose has is natural springs.

To be continued….

Leaving Bentonville, But First…

Michele and I came to Bentonville to see an art show but we ended up staying longer because of the draw of the greater Bentonville area. It is a company town that feels like it is booming; sprawling out in a new, high-tech, suburban world (the tallest building we saw in the sprawl was the Tata Consulting Group Tower at, maybe, six stories). Also, I had never been to a Walmart before and this seemed like my best chance.

Never having been in a Walmart before is something I’m no longer particularly proud of. Walmart has been a huge influence on American culture in general and an even bigger influence on retail business. For as long as I can remember reading about Walmart, I’ve read that Walmart’s influence has been 100% negative (except for a couple of fictional Walmart visits in Reamde). Now, in Bentonville, everything I read says that Walmart’s influence has been 100% positive. In reality, it seems to me that both are true (except for the 100% part).

Without going into the boring details, Sam Walton didn’t come out of nowhere, as being born in Kingfisher Oklahoma implies, his dad was a banker and, while they weren’t rich, they were certainly upper middle class, and he got his first store, a Ben Franklin 5 and 10 franchise, with a $20,000 loan – a lot in 1945, about $260,000 today – from his father in law. That store did so well that the landlord wouldn’t renew the lease, taking over the space (there were probably all kinds of lessons, on both sides, there). He started a new store in Rogers – shown twice in the previous post for some strange reason – that is now the entrance to the Walton Museum (so that, strangely, we enter through the gift shop as Michele commented). Walton’s plan, according to the legend and the Museum, was to have every day low prices instead of sales and a huge assortment of stuff in one store, especially in underserved rural areas.

While his second store was in downtown Rodgers, he soon started putting the stores on cheap lots out of town, resulting, or at least contributing to, the decimation of hundreds of small towns. Sam Walton also pioneered screwing over labor and mainlined, as one article put it, the acceptance of workforce abuse. He amassed 15 Ben Franklin stores before he started Wal-Mart Discount City in 1962 (Wal-Mart Discount City then became Wal-Mart and, in 2018, they changed the name to Walmart). In 15 years, he had 190 stores, all within a one day drive, with their own trucks, from a distribution center, in 30, he was the richest person in America and the family is now worth about 140 billion.

To me, the most surprising and impressive thing about wandering around greater Walmart town is that Sam Walton died in 1992 and company hasn’t withered like, say, Sears, it has continued to grow and to innovate. Walmart is going to give Amazon a run for the money.

Michele and I had come to a Walmart Supercenter – think of a regular Walmart in an XXL size – to scoff at the endless array of cheap shit for sale, but I, at least, left more impressed than I expected (and more impressed than I wanted to be). Yeah, they had lots of cheap electric griddles, but they also had the best collection of Lodge cast iron pots and pans that I’ve seen – and that includes Williams Sonoma and Sur La Table – and they even had my favorite razor, Harry’s. And everything was cheap (and you can get your taxes done).

After about an hour at the Super Center, during which we bought a lens cleaning micro-cloth and a large box of Zeiss lens cleaners, we left the Walmart Super Center, drove by the Walmart Culinary And Innovation Center, turned onto Walton Boulevard, and drove towards Eureka Springs. Past several large areas of McMansions, the landscape changed, growing rural and wild.

Still Stalled in Bentonville AR

Michele and I wanted to go for a walk, after going to the Native American Museum, and the only place we really knew would be good is the natural area around Crystal Bridges. The Museum was closed but the garden paths are open for walkers, it was surprisingly crowded, with people and art. My favorite piece of art was a Deborah Butterfield, Redstick, which looks to be made of Madrone.

After our walk, we went to an early dinner at The Preacher’s Son, a restaurant in a converted church. It was terrific! (And I’m glad to say they had both Tacos and Brussel Spouts, the one constant across America in hip, new, restaurants in the rebuilt downtown or arts districts.) There were two openings, 5:30 and 8:00, and we choose the earlier so we could see the church in natural light. When we got there, the restaurant was almost empty and it was almost full when we left. The early dinner crowd – crowd being generous – would almost fit in to San Francisco or Silicon Valley. Almost being the operative word, the people are neater here and, somehow, brighter, not as edgy, still, Michele and I felt like we fit it. We had beets in smoked cashew butter – I think they were the best beets I’ve ever had – Chickpea Panisse, and a pork shank with Hanna grits all items that could be on any one of a half dozen restaurants in the Bay Area. Bentonville seems to be in the same Universe as Silicon Valley although in a different corner.

After dinner, we went to the Walton – or Walmart, they seem to be almost one and the same – Museum. For Michele and me, it was slightly interesting but I didn’t walk away with any revelations as to how Sam Walton became so rich (the family is worth about 145 billion). Well, maybe one, Walmart still seems hungry, they are not resting on their laurels. All over town are Walmart Neighborhood Marts and the most notable feature to me was the conspicuous Pickup area which suggests people shop online, just like Amazon, and then pick up what they ordered on the way home. Walking through the museum, the other visitors talked in hushed voices as if they were at a pilgrimage site – especially when looking at The Great One’s office or truck – and I think they thought they were. I walked away more aware of how Sam Walton from Kingfisher, Oklahoma completely changed the retail business. I liked it before the change but that doesn’t negate the fact that he changed our National Landscape and the organization still wants to change it.

Crystal Bridges, then Stalled – in a Good Way – in Bentonville

We got to Crystal Bridges American Art Museum in the late afternoon in time to see Men of Steel Women of Wonder. It was a nice show, several of the pieces – like the Norman Rockwell, above – were terrific but, for me, the biggest and best surprise was a Frank Lloyd Wright Usonian house.

The Usonian House, in its siting and presentation, reminded me of the Temple of Dendur which the Metropolitan Museum of New York moved, stone by stone, from Eygpt to its special room, overlooking Central Park. As an aside, Egypt gave the Temple to the United States as a thank you for spending more than any other country in helping to save and catalog the hundreds of irreplaceable artifacts that were drowned by the construction of the Aswan Dam (Lydon Johnson was President and we were a different country then). Johnson, in turn, gave the Temple to The Met with the condition that they protect it. The Met built a marvelous glass room to house the Temple, paid for by the Sacklers – or paid for by the addicts they created, depending on your point of view – and the entire display is stunning. I love it! although a little less now that I know about the Sacklers. End aside.

The Usonian House, originally known as the Bachman-Wilson House, was also in an area with flooding problems, in this case, the river the house overlooked now frequently floods. Crystal Bridges bought the house from the, then current owners, the Tarantino family – no relation, BTW – to move to a safer place. They then built a new location for the house by first building a rough-cut, local-stone, retaining wall to make a flat site overlooking a small stream. They dismantled the house, meticulously restored it, and moved it, board by board, to the new site. It is as lovingly placed as Dendur and equally stunning even in the flat light.

I don’t think that Frank Lloyd Wright is the most influential architect of the last century and a half – his branch has sort of dead-ended – but he is the most American and the Usonian houses were his very American try at an inexpensive house for everyman so it is a perfect fit for a Museum of American Art.

Walking around the grounds of Crystal Bridges, I am starting to see the beauty in these bare woods. They look lifeless but the sound of birds is everywhere and the woods feel like they are on the very edge of exploding into spring. The blue water, BTW, is natural and a result dissolved limestone.

We had dinner at a restaurant, Saiwok, that bills itself as Vietnamese street food. It was excellent and Bentonville was more interesting than we expected so we ditched our itinerary. We decided to stay in Bentonville for another night so we could see the town, go see the Museum of Native American History, and go to a mega Walmart. The Museum of Native American History looked unimpressive on the outside but it was terrific inside. On entering, we are greeted by a Mastodon skeleton and displays that showed the probable immigration routes from Asia to the New World, including the latest theories on a coastal route. From there it followed the evolution and differentiation of the various tribes. I’ve seen a lot of Native American artifacts, but the tools and pottery in this museum were a revelation, especially the pottery. I had no idea that it was that acomplished.

The Greater Bentonville area, itself, was equally revelatory, it reminded me of the Santa Clara Valley in the 1950s. There are two downtown-like clusters of buildings, but, mostly, it seems that one story buildings and strip malls go on forever, intermixed with light manufacturing, like a structural plastic factory, and big churches. Including Fayetteville, which we never got to, ten miles to the south, the area has about 500,000 people, all of whom seem to be working for or on something to do with Walmart. This is a company town and there are Walmarts everywhere – we did not see a regular grocery store in three days – plus Walmart corporate buildings. It is the kind of town where you can see a dude on a muddy thousand dollar dirt bike wearing – unironically, I think – a sweatshirt that says: Trinity Bible College.

To be continued.


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